Hey there, this my first post. Good to be here. Seems GREAT!!

Hi my name is mike, 27yrs and i live in california. Great forum! Ive been trying to join the path of reiki for about a year if not a bit longer. I have been unsuccessful in recieving attunements/initiations via distance. I had a chi ball done once, which i must have not been open to the energy enough or something. Second time was real time initiation. After he finished, he told me to preform a few tests to see if there is any change. As you have guessed i have no sensations within my hands or anywhere else. None of my sessions work to this day, i get yelled at alot even though i do not charge, maybe their hopes are high. Its all a huge mystery.I want it badly both for my spiritual path and used on others but the problem is, I cant get it to flow/channel. Im starting to feel as if im not ment to use reiki as healing and it really is depressing after the work ive put into it. Ive came here looking for help and possibly someone who may be able to try and attune me, if they feel up to it. I thank you very much!!

Divine Light wrote:Hello Mike !

welcome on Reiki Forum

Believe me, don't worry, Reiki IS for you too.
Reiki is a Divine and Loving Energy that changes one life.

You just need more training.

What's your level ?

Read you soon
Love & Light

i was supposed to be attuned to reiki one which i have been practicing for a year and still nothing different, people NEVER feel relaxed as opposed to other practioners they had went to, im talking about many people telling me the same thing which is i should change to some other area of giving/helping. I had 18 people in one month tell me the same thing, that i do not channel reiki, my hands have no temp change. When feeling to give up i agree with those people and agree with my heart. my heart tells me after a year of treating myself &others as well, i shall notice something?Think i shall try another initiation? I feel i should. I'm just so tired of dissapointment this whole year. Thank you for your time!

Would you like to try a Reiju ?
it strengthens the power of Reiki.

Let me know

Love & Light